HAVING A CRY.

warning this blog is just me letting off steam :)

the only thing that got me out of bed this morning was the thought of sleeping in tomorrow as its my day off, as i got to work this morning and checked next weeks roster i almost cried they changed my roster completely and i have to work till tuesday which means i'll be working six days straight, i am so physically and mentally exhausted! even w/ my old roster by the third day it hits you hard. i only have two days off this week coming. Another thing thats doing my head in at work is 'MR CHUONG' oh how i loathe this man, hes like the CEO or some shit of the hotel he comes in every morning approx around the same time to have breakfast, he comes at me w/ every fucking thing, he picks up on thee SMALLEST shit i tell you. the first day i met him he complained i wasnt attentive enough he rekons i was "walking around" and i didnt notice people at the desk waiting, the next thing was i needed to restock the hot food ( that isnt my job you idiot ) all i can do is let the chef know, which i had! then check this i focus too hard on my work and i dont SMILE and communicate w/ the guest enough OMFG then today i wasnt up selling coffee enough fuck does he realize i get to work at 5am set up, stock the buffet, set up coffee cart, set up the front desk all in ONE HOUR then my duties during the day are restock all the shit every 5mins, clear tables, make coffees, polish plates and cuttlery rarara IDK what he wants from me, half the time i feel like im the only one working. so yep today went to the bathroom had my cry blablabla gotta do it all again tomorrow YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

oh how i wish i was in boracay right now, or in manila w/ my extended familia.
i miss my daddy too ):
maybe some online shopping will make me feel happy, doubt it.
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SIMPLICITY.

eleven thirty and im done for the day, finish my work & at home chillin. what about you guys? still just easing into work right? lol i know i complain about work a hella lot but these past few days has been a breeze, no doubt i just jinx'd myself but we've had a new morning shift manager and shes so much better, now the morning crew we get shit done and im outta there on time but, this weekend if it starts to get busy im gonna stay focus and remember ' harry potter on sunday ' haha my nerd obsession w/ harry potter whatevvv you know you love it too :) thats about the only thing i got to look forward to for the rest of this month.

so whats new in the kash inventory finally got to hit the city and see wsup and i copped myself a new stussy jacket from SP1 its light blue w/ this imitation denim material aint real sure and w/ a hoodie. nothing special but it gets the job done. last night after having dinner at gilroys in st leonards did a quick drive by chatswood and i bought some new sneakers, a real spontaneous purchase thats fosure. nike dunks HI w/ purple, white, baby green colourway pretty simple but simplicity is best riiiiiiiiiight :) i couldnt decide between them and these other dunks they had but what i should really be focus on is the purple tie dye skytop supras i saw on karmaloop but they have them in NITROGEN i notice as i walked pass the other day, the sales assistants were staring at me drooling over them but shit $250 mmm. i felt real guilty after chatswood cos just got paid that day and im spending the $$$ like i think im high rolling in it or something so i have to relax this weekend or i wont have nothing by next week but i dont think i'll be satisfy until i buy just one more thing LOL.

im gon go and eat now, its so cold. moments like this i miss winter lunches at school. tomato soup w/ the horse shoe roll & my fave grape popper drinks and a twix haha OH YEAH i was a fatty mc fatty at school.

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PAPA PAPARAZZI.

currently pigging out in bed watching 'daddy's girls' really makes me want my own apartment where i can deco it out myself street styles aw soon i tell you soon and soon i should really stop eating all this junk food wow yuck you should check out my tummy right now hahaha anyways i felt really bad this morning as my dad left on a jet plane over to Indonesia, i spoke to him on the phone last night and i told him i'd ring him this morning to say my final goodbyes but i over slept ( I NEEDED IT ) and i woke up to a message from him aw :( he'll be gone for a month.
fun fill but tiring weekend i just had, activities started in surry hills at El Bulli a spanish tapas restaurant for evelyns 21st birthday dinner, she had three tables filled w/ kids. i knew no one of course but one person! gotta love having a feed + awkward small talk w/ strangers buuuuut they were lovely kids no doubt :) then over to cassandras 21st at FLOW in the city, a round of drinks at charlie chans first w/ the boys & girls then we hit the club. overall goodnight w/ drunk moments! i should really get half these photos developed. so here are some of the DECENT un-drunken photos i took.

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CHANEL ' THE PAPER BAG '

the high end way to carry a paper bag or desperation of owning the real thing?
kind of sloppy drawing though :)

reposted from; www.highsnobette.com

WOAH MAMA.

three days of boredom starts now. if anyone is free tomorrow or wednesday give me a buzz because i'll mosdef be free :) so wsup? i got my hairdid on saturday after work and i received my sneakers today thats wsup w/ me atm nothing but that, didnt get to trek it out west for andreas birthday so that was poo because i had 5am start as always and couldnt bring myself to do it or is it because i didnt want to go out in public w/ this hair ! omg its like this light-bronze-copper-brown piece of shit colour lol okay no its nice.. i guess? but its not me plus my eye brows are black i look like a FREEKALEAK. oh and the new kicks you ask? yeah not what i wanted either man cant i get one thing right. i got the sneakers w/ the brown zebra strips instead of black aint a big thing? yeah how many clothes do you have that goes w/ brown its chat and thats that. cassandra's 21st this saturday time to " sniff a little coke, take a little x, smoke a little weed, drink a little bit " haha not literally I dont get down like that haha they know who they are ;) anyways.

my obsession for hello kitty & MAC just hit the roof with this hot piece.
katy perry at the 2009 BRIT awards wearing one-of-a-kind MAC & HELLO KITTY couture hot pink/black corset by the blonds.

also

happy birthday to my lovely evelyn & bonnie wong !

YOU CAN PAY MY BILLS. CAN YOU PAY MY TELEPHONE BILLS.

in such a foul mood right now, god bills kill my life. first pay i've received for months now and its going all to bills pretty much! grr they all came in one bunch this month and the gas bill was crazy high. last night was another thing, i hate how you know how to get me heated, since when have i been on that 'part of the boys' status? never so please stop coming at me w/ ridiculous topics that i really don't enjoy talking about, i mean really. girls don't phase me.

back to work tomorrow, had my three days off i was pretty bored most of the time despite me getting paid there is really nothing much i like in the shops atm as celica and i realized today at chatswood, pretty much everything i'll buy will be online. got my nailsdid today though, hair next after i finally decide what i want done! saw ' the hangover ' last night :) funnayy stuff.

events i got coming up soon.

- andrea's birthday in blacktown, house party yay.
- evelyn's 21st dinner in surry hills.
- cassie's 21st at flow

fingers cross i'm not working the next day, my whole do an all nigher on the weekend failed badly lol passed out at 2am and i was completely bugged at work, never again.
the boyfriend is at pancakes at the rocks right now w/ his boys, im jealous i have no dinner right now wahhh.

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